sick again....

拉肚子，拉了整天。。
不舒服。。
头又痛。。。
整个想死！！
建妃回来咯。。。
开心～～
erm。。。
总觉得，我自己的忍耐限度到哪里？
我也不知道。。
我快不能忍了。。
可是，还是继续加油吧。。。
我希望我可以忍到最后。。。。
我要有朋友在我身边。。。。。
我需要你们。。
你们别出卖我哦。。
像有些人。。
跟我是很好。。可是呢？到头来又怎样？
在那些人面前，说我！！
我看。。算了吧。。。
有些人，不需要相信的。。。
这些人，就让他们在我生活圈当中消失吧！！
我有很多。。。
很多很多。。
别人没有的。。
我都有。。
可是哦。。。别人有的。。我不一定需要//
因为，不一定有用，也不一定好。。
加油吧。。。
别在乎别人的看法。。。。只要做回最原始的我。。。
做回贝老妈，还有我的家人朋友都认同的我。。。。
就足够。！！
我是不会被打倒的！！

火锅火锅！

一开始，桌上如此的空荡荡。。
哈哈。。有牛肉，羊肉。。
豆卜，豆腐，鸟蛋，猪肉，鸡肉，鱼肉，海鲜。。
还有很多。

开始了咯。。。

吃完了。。好饱好饱。。
还有榴莲口味的冰淇淋。。
好吃。。
满足。。

原本心情不好的我。。
谢谢他们，
虽然他们并不知道我不开心。。
可是还是谢谢。。
让我好了很多。。。
^^

累了。。

泪了。。。
也；累了//
一切将在结束！！
我不想跟她计较！
我知道，我计较的话，很多人将讨厌我。。
很多人将恨我。。

一直都坚持自己的立场！
一直都在对自己说！！
我不能哭，我不可以。。。
可是就在reply贝老妈comments的那一秒，
眼泪滴在了我的记事簿上面。。
我控制不到。。
我知道，我收了很久。。。
太满了。。太多了。。
是时候要发泄了。。
可是我选择。。
跟朋友诉说。。
我选择。。忍耐。。
老妈说，忍耐+笑容=我的绝招/！！
是！我就是要做到这点！！
form5 我可以做到！！
为什么现在随着年龄的增长，我不能吗？？？
我不信！！
我一定可以！！
而且还可以更好！！！
加油！！
要永远都记得！！
我虽然坏，可是，我还是基督徒！
我要有我应该有的见证。。
我有错！
至少我自己承认，我错了。。。
一切该让我自己成为瞎子。。
看不到，也听不到。。
这是我可以做的。。。
大家认为没药救的她。。
我也没办法了。。
我放弃了

笨蛋！！

你这个大笨蛋！！
笨手笨脚的！！
风扇也可以弄坏啊？？
haarr？
可以在笨一点啊！！
没有更笨了的！！
这个笨蛋笨蛋！！！
未免太笨了吧！！
聪明点啦！！
好心！！！
明天赶快买一个啦！！
你还不够穷啊？？？
希望除了那东西，其他都没坏啦！！
笨蛋！！

today' life.....saturday for me....

today....i woke up earlier than yesterday....
whn i online, JSen nudged me...
and ZAP me!!!
he said...y today i so early wake up...
bcoz i m pig mah...he said...
everytime knw sleep but dunno wake up...
kns la him!!
hahaha...
then i told him...
i tell wey kee u bullied me!!

hahahaha.........
so funny..
juz nw i skype with michelle....
kekez....
she become more slim ald....
and oso pro in make up.......

ntg much to say today....
becoz.....
juz wan to ignore something..
i dunwan to say to much about tat ppl///
up to her wan to write wat on facebook la...
haha
i dun care....
at least i knw wat m i doing....

YES////
+U+U///
ganbateh....

juz finished my assignment for hospitality management operation....
wao.....
1st time...
i wrote the passage for 4 pages...
hahahaa....
i juz simply wrote la, coz ar...
let ADRIAN to do the correction...

but then....
the accounting assignment...
i m ignoring...
ahaha..coz i dunno hw to do..
but monday nid to pass up and present...
hope i can finish my presentation la///
hope tat xi fei zai....can b a blind ppl
hahaha
..
so bad la tat fei zai!!!
really make 50% of the coursemate hate him!!
dunno hw to teach oso ngam ngam ngam...
cheh!!!

i wan to say...

i wan to say......
if everything need me to care for....
is it i will b very busy??
hahaha.....

如果我样样都计较的话！！
那我不是很忙吗？
还是过我自己的生活吧。。

人活在世界上不能光靠打架來做生意的。
人在世上不能把什么都看得那么重，
睜一只眼閉一只眼過去就算了，
只要人家不指著我的名字罵我，
我都不管。


不过还有一件事。。
大家都知道，
我的看法一向来都跟别人不同。
别人喜欢的事，我不一定喜欢。。
我喜欢的是别人不一定喜欢。。
我只不过写出自己的看法。。
我也没有偷偷摸摸。。
在这个我自己的部落格里，
我爱怎么样是我自己的事。。

lazy to write.......

erm.......
bla bla bla bla bla.......
dunno wat to write......
那些生活中的小细节，
我觉得没有必要写咯。。
the photo me and kevin at above.....
is taking on the way to go interview at prince hotel....
hahaha.....
jsen driving...
me and kevin behind...
adrian help to recognize the road....
ahahha..
so fun....
after interview...
we went to kepong to eat.....
curry loh mee....
quite nice.....
ahaha...
met kevin's daddy at thr....
and oso....
we went to kevin's house to discuss the assignment thing...
erm...
i think ntg to say ald.....
hahaha....
no nid to tell u guys wat time i bath...
wat time i eat.....
wat time i sleep gua.....
hahaha..
tats all for today.......
wahahaha.....
c u guys.......

PRATICLE+ DONATE BLOODD

today i done swimming test....
then....i go fancy mee with SIM..
wao...we met his EX gf at fancy mee o//.
he dun dare to c her face...
wahhaa..
then...i go bek home and sleep..
SIM wake me up at 1pm//
then scolded by me...bcoz i too tired ald..
then..i ask him wake me up later...
he wait me at V2 by gaming...
haha..
then we go to college by bus...
we attended the restaurant class...
today we learnt to fold the napkin///
the following is the napkin tat i folded...
hahahaha....let me introduce to all of u....
BISHOP' S MITRE

ROSEBUD

behind for the ROSEBUD

THE CROWN

LADY WINTERMERE'S FAN

ARUM LILY

BIRD OF PARADISE

******************************************************************
after we finish folded the napkin///
i saw SIM and PRAVEEN played behind thr/.//
hahaha...
damn funny////

**************************************************************************************

after class aat restaurant...
me and Deanne donated blood at college hall.....
hahaha

tat is my hand....whn i donating blood...

yier.......
my blood....wahhahaha

feel so warm whn i touch it....

Deanne is laughing thr....

she dun dare to look her hand...

the nurse is adjusting her hand....

erm//
actually 400ml blood needed...
but Deanne blood cannot run....
tats y.....they stopped earlier..

DEANNE'S hand bruise....
actually my hand also bruise...
hahaha///

after donating blood....
me and deanne ate so many thing...until fully full/////
ahahah...
c the plastic....

at nite....
we planed to cook....
but...the wok, plate, bowl.......
had bring by fui, hao and cai to their frens' house for steambort//
so we got ntg to use....
tats y we find something can make steambort from refrigerator...
we make steambort too./
juz something simple....
whahaha..
but nice.....
hahaha.....

after finish eating.....
lao da returned the scoop to our neighbour.....
hahaha....

so funny rite....eat steambort until///
borrow scoop from neighbour....
kekez........

Sunday

today..........
me, herh and also yang...
cooked burger....
wahahaha....nice nice...
ngiam ngiam.....
love it so much.....
one burger from 1pm
until 9pm....
start my dinner......
hahaha.......bored....tomolo swimming test......

今天真是乱！！乱！乱！

早上原本有interview的。。
然后adrian打来说取消了。。
我换了衣服，
他又打来说我们有去interview。。
就去咯。。
不过，那个负责人又不在。。
也没事先通知。。
过分咯。。
害我们还千里迢迢跑到那么远。。
还晕车。。
那个jsen也不会好好。。
乱采刹车的！！
回到家后，就煮意大利面吃。。
然后吃下吃下，时间就差不多了。。
眼看就要迟到了。。
所以，就打电话给蔚琪，叫她顺便载我咯。。

上完课后，微月就把迟来的生日礼物交给我咯。。
哈哈哈。。就是这匹小马。。
啊哈哈。。蛮可爱的吧？？
可是我不是很喜欢娃娃。。
可是很谢谢他们的心意咯。。
我会好好收着咯。。
谢谢你们。。
还亲了赛銮的脸颊。。哈哈哈

turgescence

can c my eye turgescence??
from the pic below.....
damn painful la....
i feel uncomfortable....
i feel unwell...
my eyes so painful...
i cant c the thing from far away.....
i fell painstaking...
i feel in trouble!!!!

unhappy day....

is the time to stay alone....
i m not so gud in gather with many ppl....
i m a bad bad enough person...
i wan to stay alone......
b4 i hurt any ppl...
i nid to....
i hav to.....
i dun like alone actually...
but i got no choice....
i nid to do something by myself....
i dun wan hurt anyone....
sometime i hurt ppl but i dunno...
sometime...
i make ppl angry but i dunno....
some time...
i m too straight and make ppl hate me.....
i done many wrong thing in my life....
wat i nid to do ??
i havnt found the answer yet....
i plan to stay alone./
i try to say no whn my frens asked me to go out tgt...
i plan to stay at home.....
i plan to act i cant c everything although i saw....
i try to hide myself....
juz in a room....
i wan to hide myself.....let ppl cant c the real me.....
ya.....
tat is my planning...
i hope to realize it.....
i m nobody....
many ppl hate me....
many ppl do something make my life merssy...
all the problem is many ppl...
i wan to b alone....
alone wont b trouble like many ppl.....

sick ald!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

feel abit unhappy today......

i help someone....

but ignore by ppl////

my dad help someone.....

ingore by same ppl/.....

asked is it me kepo and make me unhappy....

haiz....

next time i dunwan to b a nice person ald...

i juz do the bad thing to ppl enough!!!!

be carefully who near with me!!!!

i will bcome an evil soon......

soon!!!!

hahahahaa.....

so high tis few days....
wahahaha...
keep crazy....
juz watched the movie 2012..
wat a nice movie.....
my tear neary out...
but finally no......
wahahaha......
nice movie.......
erm......
oso got some funny lo.....
hihi.....
touching movie ar.........
go and book ticket la....
keep laughing......
laughing laughing laughing.........
laughing.......hihi..
happy day......
happy day.......

cold cold......

tis few days keep raining ....
and make my cloths nvr dry.......
walao ler...
i got no more cloth to wear ald la/.
kns....
i bought new slipper at vincci yesterday....
walao....
RM45...after discount is RM40..
tat slipper....
1st time wear it to college...
bcome wet came back...
coz raining mah....
haiz......
scare it rosak again lo....
pls.......
giv me a gud weather.....
i nid mr sun......but not miss raining......
yaya....today i got my salary ald....RM62....
wahahaha...so many....
the most salary i got after working at shangrila....
wahahaha....

想看2012，没票看不成，就看poker king

DURING CLASS>>>>>

actually we aimed 2012 today......
but full ald......
juz got 10 seat for the 1st role....
imposible we buy tat seat.....
so....we changed our plan...to watch poker king.....
nice movie too....
wahaha...funny......
and.....
b4 the movie start,,,still got 2 hours free...
so we go limteh and eat at 旺角。。..
quite nice.....
er.////
thr r the photo we taked..

看得到照片里的字吗？？？？

在戏院里面。。